Great I have them. I really want to share... with somebody ( Read more... )

Well - I can't stop reading and I read fast - and that simply freaks me out - what would happen when I would finish??? Yeah - I know there are billions of good books, but THIS one brings me everything I can't have, I feel it, as if it is in my head, as if I invented my own little word in my head and I sink into this world every time I have free ( Read more... )

Still don't understand what happened that night - but it's getting a little better - there were a lot of "I'm sorry" "forgive me" phrases and so on... I'm still offended - but I'm melting - 'cause I love him, I love our family... Probably it was his "eclipse" - he was not able to understand how painful his action was. When he came home I will take ( Read more... )

I feel irritation. I can't understand how to make the photo more prominent - like this for example http://www.ljplus.ru/img4/m/a/malenkaya_fed/x_9e793669.jpg - I used thousands of gradients - no use... That's so bad of me...
Except dissapointment concerning ( Read more... )

I didn't write. I had such a pause-summer. Everything was on pause - photography, writting, painting... I was lazy and somehow under specific emotions. Now I want to finish this thing! I want to start livejournal-life once again))). The reason why I'm here is - I really want to find my kind of people in this world. I hope we will find each other. I ( Read more... )

I had great amount of problems after I decided to go here! But they are nothing! I flewn in the plane!!! I always told that I never would, buuuut I DID IT! I like to be here! Absolutely magic land! I've taken many photos)))

That's a fairy-land! I love it! That's obviously a pity that I have only 3 days left to stay here!

I can't explain how I feel it, but still I do! It makes me better - it makes me look better, work better, somehow feel better and more lofty! Without it I become material and forget about many things I wanted to do... I read the second book now! Before I started I practically lost "twilight-presence", but now... I recovered. I don't wanna loose it ( Read more... )

You know what - I AM depressed! It was so very difficult week... The wedding of my husband's "friends", the birthday of my mate, the performance in my university and the party after it... I felt all the bad feelings I could ever feel last week. All that frustration, hate, irritation, terror, sadness, envy... everything came to me and still some of ( Read more... )

I do really hate such days - I don't feel satisfaction at all! Seems that it was all the dream. There were no important events, just frustration all over, disappointment! Morning, my lesson, then ULT's performance with Lera, that fu..ing creature whose name I even don't wanna pronounce its name, Tan's relationships with Sasha, money, my husband's ( Read more... )

So well - these are photographers whom I also do like!


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